Tuesday, February 26, 2013
I am going to tell you...
I am going to tell you the truth... but in my own way and at my own pace...
I am going to tell you that I kind of like you, not in the "can´t sleep, can´t eat, reach for the stars, over the fence, world series kind of love", more in the you are cute, kind of funny, ultra smart, this could work out kind of way...
I am going to tell you that it grew out of I have no idea how we met or why we are fb friends.
I am going to tell you that I am afraid of falling for someone, of letting them know how I feel, of showing my true self, of being serious about it.
I am going to tell you I almost never let go, always think thrice what I am going to say and I am afraid of just blurt it all out.
I am going to tell you that I think a hundred times a day about the small talks and shots we´ve shared.
I am going to tell you that all of my friends think there is something between us and that your cousin thinks we should be introduced.
I am going to tell you I stare at the photos we took together at my bday and that I think about posting some general on fb but I am afraid it will be an "I like you" kind of statement
I am going to tell you how I think about screaming at the seven winds that I think you are amazing and I kind of end up showing our photo to the people around me.
I am going to tell you that I am trying to figure out how to approach you and how to let you know that I like you.
I am going to tell you that I wish every day that you feel the same about me and you decide to do something before I chicken out.
I am going to tell you the truth, in my own way and at my own pace... which will probably be never... but I am going to tell you...